Happy Fathers Day !

selamat hari bapa ! 
sedeh rase, i wish i could wish kat ayah cm sy wish hari ibu kat mak.. tp ayah dah tak de..
i really mis him so much ! badly ! 
sy harap sgt die masih ade dgn kami sekeluarga, seriously ! rindu ! rindu ! rindu sgt sgt kat ayah !
sy cuba jd kuat lately nie, assume sume nye cm biase, hidop mcm biase, mcm xd pe pe yg jadi, i just can't ! 
bile gelak gelak,spent time dgn kengkawan sume, the end or lastly mesty rase sedih tu still dtg..
 sy pn tak taw lah pe nk jd dgn diri nie, kengkadang cm menyiksa diri sendiri pn ade, sakit kan diri sendiri, nk mrh kn org ? xtaw nk mrh kn sape.. atas sbb ape ? sume yg jadi nie ? tak taw lah pe yg nk dicari or dibukti kn ! sometimes i become so useless !
 ayah ?? knp ngn ayang nie ? mesty ayah sedih kan tgk kita mcm nie..kita try nk jadi anak ayah yg terbaik! tp ntah laa, kadang kadang kita rase kita xckop baik. im a bad daughter! im sorrie ayah !  kdg kdg cm org tak betul dah ! sian kat mak n ajoy..kdg mcm malas nk blik uma pn ade, nnti mesty rindu gile kat ayah ! egt kat ayah ! tp... rindu kat mak...sian mak kne tahan ngn perangai anak perempuan die sorg nie.. agak tak betul sikit ! arghh ! sy pn tak faham lah ! lg lg nk xam.. serabut pn ade , bia la.. pe nk jadi jadi la.. mlas nk pk.. 

tak lame lagi nak bulan pose dah.. rase seronok nk sambut.. klo laaa ayah bole sambut ngn kita sekali kn.. mesty lg seronok.. buka pose sesame.. sahur sesame.. rindu nk mmcm dulu.. egt time dulu.. ayah slo kejutkn kita bngn sahur.. i miss that moment !..
then ... raye ! lg lah sayu.. sambut raye xd ayah ! ari tu  raye aji xd ayah pn dah sebak gile ! nie kn raye pose !..xsuka nye! seriously ! nk ayah ade sekali ! nk sambut pose sesame n nk raye sesame ! rindu ayah sesangat, klo laa time tu bole putar... xsnggup nk ilg ayah.. 

im waiting for that person that's going to treat me like im worth. im still waiting for that person who would hold me like they're  afraid to lose me. i want that person who listens and actually CARES. untill i find that person, im going to stay single. i dont deserve anything less. i've  been through bullshit ENOUGH, my heart is TIRED.
im TIRED of being nice to people who " PRETEND" to like me.
and the best way not to get your heart broken, is pretend, you don't have one.
and don't blame me for walking away when you never did anything to make me want to stay.
don't TALK to me because you're BORED, im not here to ENTERTAIN you. and don't come to me only when you need a FAVOR. i don't like being USED.
 ' He saw you
  He met you
  He wanted you
 He liked you
 He chased you      ----> typical shit guys that i hate!never dare to show up!
  He got you
 He had you
  He loved you
 He got bored 
  He left '          

i hope one day you will realize i did truly care,love you. i promise you're  gonna miss me being there, putting up with you, refusing to give up on you. you're gonna regret everything you've done to me. including the damage you've caused. and someday, you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. i might have been worthless to you, but you'll miss me, when i become priceless to another.

im sorry i constantly want to talk to you .im sorry when you take long to reply,i get sad. im sorry if i say thing that might piss you off. im sorry if i come off as annoyying. im sorry if you dont want to talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you. im sorry if i think about you too much and too often. im sorry if i say things  i dont really mean. im sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really care. im sorry if i come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

The one who purposely puts up a status with a quote explaining exactly how she feel for you---> IM THAT GIRL

Bila masa kita mencari seseorang untuk dijadikan teman, ikhlaslah mencarinya bukan untuk suka suka, ikhlas kerana Allah S.W.T

Cintai seseorang yang mampu membawa kita ke syurga kerana kasih sayang bukannya kerana cantik pada paras tapi melukakan hati kita.

Kadang² seseorang yang tulus menyayangi kita sentiasa berada di sisi tanpa kita sedar.

Jgn terlalu baik kelak akn ada yg mrndui,jgn terlalu ambil berat kelak akn ada yg menyukai,jgn terlalu sweet kelak akn ada yg jatuh hati.

Mengenali seseorang itu kadangkala membuatkan kita ketawa. Mengenali seseorang itu juga kadangkala membuatkan kita mengalirkan airmata.

Bila kamu sukakan seseorang bukan alasan yg kamu beri tapi perhatian yg diberi!

You don't need to find someone perfect, you just need someone who can make you smile, make you laugh and you can be yourself around.

When you really love someone, age, distance, height, and weight is just a number.

A person that truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

its never be if you love someone, let her/ him go. if they are yours  they will come back,that only happens when you are stupid enough to let them go. yes! YOU ARE STUPID ! if you  love them make and show some affort to make them STAY,

if they are really not meant to you atleast you have try your best to get them,

A woman's heart is an ocean of secrets.

A girl that remains loyal to you without a relationship is a girl you should marry.

if she start to fall for you.

she will always remember all your word.

she had a lot of reasons to give up on you. But she still chose to stay.

Please dont replace her so easily because deep inside she still need you.

Relationships last long because two people made a choice to keep it, fight for it, and work for it!

its true,you can't fight againt fate but 

What's meant to be will always find a way.

Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody knows how many times i've cry in my room when nobody was watching. 
Nobody knows how many times i've lost hope, how many times i've been let down.
Nobody knows how many times i've felt like im about to snap but i just don't, for the sake of others.
Nobody knows the thought that go through my head when im sad, how horrible they truly are.
Nobody knows.

Never say you can't

When I was just a little girl
Barely strong enough to stand
I could always count on him

He thought me everything I know
And ’till this day it shows
He was more than just a friend

There were so many times I would doubt myself
But his words were always there to help

How would it be?
Where I am?
If my father didn’t tell me
To never say I can’t

He’d carry me
And never let me fall
Oh and the only thing he asked
Right before he passed
Was to never say you can’t

So when last rain begins to fall
And you’re out there on your own
And you can’t see a thing

Just find a voice that understands
For me it was my old man
Taught me to say the words I can


There were so many times I would doubt myself
But his words were always there to help

Everything he taught me would stay with me forever
No I won’t forget a thing
Oh because of dad I now know myself better
And I hope I can do for him what he did for me