im waiting for that person that's going to treat me like im worth. im still waiting for that person who would hold me like they're  afraid to lose me. i want that person who listens and actually CARES. untill i find that person, im going to stay single. i dont deserve anything less. i've  been through bullshit ENOUGH, my heart is TIRED.
im TIRED of being nice to people who " PRETEND" to like me.
and the best way not to get your heart broken, is pretend, you don't have one.
and don't blame me for walking away when you never did anything to make me want to stay.
don't TALK to me because you're BORED, im not here to ENTERTAIN you. and don't come to me only when you need a FAVOR. i don't like being USED.
 ' He saw you
  He met you
  He wanted you
 He liked you
 He chased you      ----> typical shit guys that i hate!never dare to show up!
  He got you
 He had you
  He loved you
 He got bored 
  He left '          

i hope one day you will realize i did truly care,love you. i promise you're  gonna miss me being there, putting up with you, refusing to give up on you. you're gonna regret everything you've done to me. including the damage you've caused. and someday, you'll turn back and i wont be waiting for you any longer. i might have been worthless to you, but you'll miss me, when i become priceless to another.

im sorry i constantly want to talk to you .im sorry when you take long to reply,i get sad. im sorry if i say thing that might piss you off. im sorry if i come off as annoyying. im sorry if you dont want to talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you. im sorry if i think about you too much and too often. im sorry if i say things  i dont really mean. im sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really care. im sorry if i come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

The one who purposely puts up a status with a quote explaining exactly how she feel for you---> IM THAT GIRL

Bila masa kita mencari seseorang untuk dijadikan teman, ikhlaslah mencarinya bukan untuk suka suka, ikhlas kerana Allah S.W.T

Cintai seseorang yang mampu membawa kita ke syurga kerana kasih sayang bukannya kerana cantik pada paras tapi melukakan hati kita.

Kadang² seseorang yang tulus menyayangi kita sentiasa berada di sisi tanpa kita sedar.

Jgn terlalu baik kelak akn ada yg mrndui,jgn terlalu ambil berat kelak akn ada yg menyukai,jgn terlalu sweet kelak akn ada yg jatuh hati.

Mengenali seseorang itu kadangkala membuatkan kita ketawa. Mengenali seseorang itu juga kadangkala membuatkan kita mengalirkan airmata.

Bila kamu sukakan seseorang bukan alasan yg kamu beri tapi perhatian yg diberi!

You don't need to find someone perfect, you just need someone who can make you smile, make you laugh and you can be yourself around.

When you really love someone, age, distance, height, and weight is just a number.

A person that truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

its never be if you love someone, let her/ him go. if they are yours  they will come back,that only happens when you are stupid enough to let them go. yes! YOU ARE STUPID ! if you  love them make and show some affort to make them STAY,

if they are really not meant to you atleast you have try your best to get them,

A woman's heart is an ocean of secrets.

A girl that remains loyal to you without a relationship is a girl you should marry.

if she start to fall for you.

she will always remember all your word.

she had a lot of reasons to give up on you. But she still chose to stay.

Please dont replace her so easily because deep inside she still need you.

Relationships last long because two people made a choice to keep it, fight for it, and work for it!

its true,you can't fight againt fate but 

What's meant to be will always find a way.

Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody knows how many times i've cry in my room when nobody was watching. 
Nobody knows how many times i've lost hope, how many times i've been let down.
Nobody knows how many times i've felt like im about to snap but i just don't, for the sake of others.
Nobody knows the thought that go through my head when im sad, how horrible they truly are.
Nobody knows.

Never say you can't

When I was just a little girl
Barely strong enough to stand
I could always count on him

He thought me everything I know
And ’till this day it shows
He was more than just a friend

There were so many times I would doubt myself
But his words were always there to help

How would it be?
Where I am?
If my father didn’t tell me
To never say I can’t

He’d carry me
And never let me fall
Oh and the only thing he asked
Right before he passed
Was to never say you can’t

So when last rain begins to fall
And you’re out there on your own
And you can’t see a thing

Just find a voice that understands
For me it was my old man
Taught me to say the words I can


There were so many times I would doubt myself
But his words were always there to help

Everything he taught me would stay with me forever
No I won’t forget a thing
Oh because of dad I now know myself better
And I hope I can do for him what he did for me

Ayah..

Ayah akan melupakan apa yang dia inginkan, supaya dapat memberikan apa yang kamu perlukan..
Ayah menghentikan apa sahaja yang sedang di kerjakannya, walaupun kamu hanya ingin berbual…
Ayah selalu berfikir dan bekerja keras untuk membayar yuran mu setiap semester,
 meskipun kamu tidak pernah membantunya menghitung berapa banyak kedutan di dahinya…


Ayah akan berkata “tanyakan pada ibumu” ketika dia ingin berkata “tidak”.
Ayah tidak pernah marah, tetapi mukanya akan sangat merah padam ketika anaknya menginap di rumah rakan tanpa izin
Perasaan terbaik bagi seorang ayah adalah ketika dia melihatmu melakukan sesuatu seperti gaya caranya….
Ayah lebih bangga melihat prestasi mu, daripada prestasinya sendiri….

Ayah tidak suka menitiskan air mata ….

ketika kamu lahir dan dia mendengar kamu menangis untuk pertama kalinya, dia sangat gembira sehingga hampir keluar air dari matanya. Ketika kamu masih kecil, dia akan memelukmu untuk mengusir rasa takut mu…ketika kau mimpi akan dibunuh hantu…

Tetapi, ayah akan tidak dapat tidur sepanjang malam, ketika anak kesayangannya diperantauan tidak memberi khabar selama hampir satu bulan.

Kalau tidak salah ayah pernah berkata : 

“kalau kau ingin mendapatkan pedang yang tajam dan berkualiti tinggi, janganlah mencarinya di pasar, tetapi datang dan pesanlah secara langsung pada tukang besinya. Begitu pun juga dengan cinta dan teman dalam hidupmu, jika kau ingin mendapatkan cinta sejati mu kelak, maka minta dan pesanlah pada Yang Menciptakannya”

Untuk masa depan anak lelakinya Ayah berpesan:
 “jadilah lebih kuat dan tabah daripadaku, pilihlah ibu untuk anak-anakmu kelak wanita yang lebih baik dari ibumu , berikan yang lebih baik untuk menantu dan cucu-cucuku, daripada apa yang yang telah ku beri padamu”

Dan untuk masa depan anak gadisnya ayah berpesan:
 “jangan kecewa meskipun kamu seorang wanita, selalulah menjadi bidadari kecilku dan bidadari terbaik untuk ayah anak-anakmu kelak! lelaki yang lebih dapat melindungimu melebihi perlindungan ayah, tetapi jangan pernah kamu gantikan posisi ayah di hatimu”

Ayah dapat membuat mu percaya diri… kerana dia percaya kepada mu… 

Ayah tidak mencuba menjadi yang terbaik, tetapi dia hanya mencuba melakukan yang terbaik…. 

Dan terpenting adalah… Ayah tidak pernah menghalang mu untuk mencintai Tuhan, bahkan dia akan membentangkan seribu jalan agar kau dapat menggapai cintaNya, kerana dia pun mencintaimu kerana cintaNya.

It's better to love someone who's far 
and craves to be with you
than to love someone who's near 
yet doesn't even care to see you.

Saya bukan menghilang ,
cuma mendiamkan diri buat sementara waktu,
nak tengok sejauh mana awak perlukan saya,
tapi sayang nya awak tak kisah bila saya tiada.
mungkin kehilangan sy langsung tak disedari oleh awak.

Jika satu saat awak ingin menangis hubungilah saya,
saya berjanji akn membuat awak tersenyum,

Jika satu saat awak tak ingin mendengarkan sesiapapun,
hubungi saya,
saya berjanji akan diam menemani awak.

Jika satu saat awak ingin berlari,
hubungi saya,
saya akan menemani awak hingga awak lelah dan berhenti,

tapi....

Jika satu saat awak menghubungi saya,
namun tak pernah ada jawapan,
datanglah untuk melihat saya ,
kerana mungkin saya sudah tidak ada lagi di dunia ini untuk menemani awak,



“Suatu saat nanti,
kita semua akan dipisahkan oleh jarak,
dipisahkan oleh waktu.
Saat itu,
mungkin kita semakin lupa
kisah-kisah sekarang.

Cuma satu,
jangan lupa saya,
dalam doa awak.
Sepertimana saya,
yang tak akan pernah melupakan awak,
dalam setiap doa yang saya kirim,
moga ALLAH kurniakan nikmat yang
lebih baik dari yang saya rasa"